
... is in several different places. After spending a lot of time revisiting a couple of Usher's classic albums -- 8701 and Confessions -- I've come to the conclusion that you shouldn't do
ANYTHING unless your hearts in it (cliche, right?). With that said, the only reason I'm still going to school right now is:
1) To ensure that my Mother doesn't have a heart attack
2) Because otherwise, I would still be living in my Father's apartment
3) I'm not completely sure if I'm ready to approach this music thing with full force.
My Mom is returning from a 6 month hiatus and I ultimately have to consider her health before making my final decision. But even if I completely disregard her opinion/support, which many say is foolish, I would still have to deal with the fact that my producer is a full-time model/"waiter". Unfortunately, neither of us have the funds to actualize our dreams without sacrificing the majority of our day to a 9-5. So should I quit school and give up a "good education," FREE government money (thank you Dad), and the opportunity to study abroad for two quarters? My rational mind says no -- FUCK no. The entertainment industry, along with the economy, is essentially in a stand still unless you're a certain
Black Canadian Jew. On the flip side, that isn't a sentiment to my confidence in our music; my heart, soul, and passion point to the opposite side of the spectrum. I keep hearing that nothing can stop us if we put in the effort.
Reading over this post has made me realize that I have already subconsciously made my decision. So I want to take the time to apologize to the individuals who will have to wait another 18 months to experience our sound. But no worries, I've been told the initial sacrifice is the most painful one.
I sure hope so...